I'm a loser, and I lost someone who's near to me. I'm a loser,

and I'm not what I appear to be.

Of all the love I have won or have lost there is one love I should never have crossed. He was a boy in a million, my friend. I should have known he would win in the end. Although I laugh and I act like a clown, beneath this mask I am wearing a frown. My tears are falling like rain from the sky, Is it for him or myself that I cry?
What have I done to deserve such a fate I realize I have left it too late. And so it's true, pride comes before a fall, I'm telling you so that you won't lose all.